Right now, I'm feeling Baby Haynes' little footsie test the elasticity of my skin as it presses against the top of my tummy.
I'll tell you one thing about pregnancy: It has brought me to sheer and utter awe at how stretchy the human skin is. I just hope it's as good at shrinking as it is at stretching.
Mainly, "getting ready" for Baby has meant tackling long-needed renovations to our home. These things were on the schedule to be completed months ago, but since we were tackling them DIY-style, hectic work schedules, insane travel schedules (really, what's wrong with a FALL WEDDING, people!!??), and family illnesses postponed the work. Once we (read: ME) reached about 35 weeks pregnant and saw that none of our projects had been completed, it dawned on us that something was about to hit the fan -- and let me tell you, it wasn't a bunch of daises. So, we bit the bullet and decided to pay someone to finish most of the work.
I've posted some updates on Facebook from the home reno front, and many people have responded that it's so cute how I'm "nesting." I don't know what typical nesting is supposed to look like, but I don't think it involves ripping out all of your old house (popcorn ceiling, carpet, door and floor trim), replacing it with new stuff (hardwood wood floors, ceiling, floor, and door trim, and new ceiling texture/wood ceilings) and painting every inch of vertical, horizontal and upside down space. I feel like I'm past the whole cutesy nesting concept. I'd love to be reorganizing my kitchen cupboards and washing and folding baby clothes. But all my baby stuff is in storage in our shop and my kitchen is a main thoroughfare for paint- and mud-caked boots. But if this house project IS considered nesting ... I'm that robin with the fear of God burning in her eyes and every feather standing up on edge as she tries to build her entire nest in the middle of a rain storm 10 minutes before it's time to squeeze a watermelon-sized egg out of a grape-sized hole.
But it's all good. We can live in a teepee in the back yard if Baby comes early.
On a much more calming front. Although I'm a terrible procrastinator, I did set aside some time this week to work on some preparations for my impending labor. I made my labor playlist and downloaded it to my phone, set up a contact group so we could alert close friends and family when it's time to pop, and I gathered a collection of Bible verses to encourage and guide me through birthing. It actually took me quite a while to compile this list scripture, so I thought I'd share it. I organized everything into categories that make sense to me:
God Makes Me Strong!
For the Spirit God gave us does not
make us timid, but gives us power, love and self-discipline. 2 Timothy
1:7
I can do all this through Him who
gives me strength. Philippians 4:13
Be strong in the Lord and in his
mighty power. Ephesians 6:10
He gives strength to the weary and increases the
power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and
weary, and young men stumble and fall; but
those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like
eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. Isaiah
40:29-31
But as for you, be strong and do not give up, for your work
will be rewarded. 2 Chronicles 15:7
A cheerful heart is good
medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up the bones. Proverbs 17:22
But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in
weakness. ” Therefore I will boast all the
more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses,
in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak,
then I am strong. 2 Corinthians 12:9-10
Wait for the Lord; be strong and take heart and wait for the
Lord. Psalm 27:14
Hope of the Joy to
Come
A woman giving birth to a child has pain
because her time has come; but when her baby is born she forgets the anguish
because of her joy that a child is born into the world. John 16:21
This is the day the Lord has made. Let us rejoice and be
glad in it. Psalm 18:24
Weeping may remain for a night, but rejoicing comes in the
morning. Psalm 30:5b
Don’t Be Afraid – God
Is With Me and Will Give Me Strength and Peace
“Do not be afraid, for I am
with you and will rescue you,” declares the Lord. Jeremiah
1:8
Do not be anxious about anything,
but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your
requests to God. And the peace
of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your
minds in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:6-7
The Lord is
my light and my salvation — whom shall I fear? The Lord is the stronghold of my life — of whom shall I be afraid? Psalm
27:1
Surely God is my salvation; I will
trust and not be afraid. The Lord,
the Lord himself, is my strength and my defense; he has become my
salvation. ”Isaiah 12:2
"So do not fear, for I am with you;
do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I
will uphold you with my righteous right hand." Isaiah 41:10
God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in
trouble. Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the
mountains fall into the heart of the sea, though its waters roar and foam and
the mountains quake with their surging. Psalm 46:1-3
The Lord is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; my God is
my rock, in whom I take refuge. He is my shield and the horn of my salvation,
my stronghold. Psalm 18:2
“Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by
name; you are mine. When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and
when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk
through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze.”
Isaiah 43:1-2
“Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not
be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you
wherever you go.” Joshua 1:9
God Gives Comfort
I sought the Lord, and he answered me; he delivered me from all my fears. Those who look to him are radiant; their
faces are never covered with shame. Psalm 34:4-5
He tends his flock like a
shepherd: He gathers the lambs in his arms and carries them close to his heart;
he gently leads those that have young. Isaiah 40:11
Cast all your anxiety on Him
because he cares for you. 1 Peter 5:8
You will keep in perfect peace
those whose minds are steadfast, because they trust in you. Isaiah 26:3
Lord, you establish peace for us; all that we have
accomplished you have done for us. Isaiah 26:12
“Peace I
leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives.
Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.” John 14:27
“Come to me, all you who are weary and
burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me,
for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.” Matthew 11:28-29
Answer me when I call to you, my
righteous God. Give me relief from my distress; have mercy on me and hear my
prayer. Psalm 4:1
For he has not despised or disdained the suffering of the
afflicted one; he has not hidden his face from him but has listened to his cry
for help. Psalm 22:24
The Lord is a refuge for the oppressed, a stronghold in
times of trouble. Psalm 9:9
He will cover you with his feathers, and under his wings you
will find refuge; his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart. Psalm 91:4
You are my hiding place; you will protect me from trouble
and surround me with songs of deliverance. Selah Psalm 32:7
You hear, O Lord, the desire of the afflicted; you encourage
them, and you listen to their cry. Psalm 10:17
Trust God
We know that in all things God
works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his
purpose. Romans 8:28
Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your
paths straight. Proverbs 3:5-6
Trust in the Lord forever, for the Lord,
the Lord himself, is the Rock eternal. Isaiah 26:4
Blessed is the man who makes the Lord his trust. Psalm 40:
He
has a plan for me…
For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother’s womb. I
praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are
wonderful, I know that full well. My frame was
not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place when I was woven
together in the depths of the earth. Your eyes
saw my unformed body; all the days ordained for me were written in your book
before one of them came to be. How precious to me are your thoughts, God! Psalm
139:13-17
“Before I formed you in the womb I
knew you, before you were born I set you apart.” Jeremiah 1:5
“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give
you hope and a future. Then you will call on me
and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your
heart. I will be found by you,” declares the Lord. Jeremiah 29:11-14
God Will Provide All
I need
God will meet all your needs
according to the riches of his glory in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:19
The Lord
will guide you always; he will satisfy your needs in a sun-scorched land and will strengthen your frame. You will be like a
well-watered garden, like a spring whose waters never fail. Isaiah 58:11
God Is Faithful
“Listen to me, Erin, you whom I
have upheld since your birth, and have carried since you were born. Even to your old age and gray hairs I am He, I am he who
will sustain you. I have made you
and I will carry you; I will sustain you and I will rescue you.” Isaiah
46:3-4
God Will Fight for Me
and Protect Me
The Lord is my strength and my defense; he has become my
salvation. He is my God, and I will praise him, my father’s God, and I will
exalt him. The Lord is a warrior; the Lord is his name. Exodus 15:2-3
The angel of the Lord encamps around those who fear him, and he delivers them. Psalm 34:7
Bless Your Child
But from everlasting to everlasting the LORD’s love is with
those who fear him, and his righteousness with their children’s children— with
those who keep his covenant and remember to obey his precepts. Psalm 103:17-18
I prayed for this
child, and the Lord has granted me what I asked of him. So now I give him to the Lord. For his whole life he will be given over to the Lord. 1 Samuel 1:27-38
Bring Glory to God
And whatever you do, whether in
word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the
Father through him. Colossians 3:17
Finally, brothers and sisters,
whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure,
whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or
praiseworthy—think about such things … and the
God of peace will be with you. Philippians 4:8-9
Be still, and know that I am God; I
will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth. Psalm
46:10
Be alert and of sober mind. Your
enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to
devour. Resist him, standing
firm in the faith, because you know that the family of believers throughout the
world is undergoing the same kind of sufferings. 1 Peter 5:8-9
Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because
we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and
character, hope. Romans 5:3-4